By the time you are able to read this, you will think it is common knowledge. You've always been a boy, of course, but there was a moment when Daddy and I found out.
We looked up to a huge TV screen and saw this picture. When we saw this image Daddy and I said the same thing, "Benjamin!"
We named you Benjamin Jedidiah Weltman for a reason, son. "Benjamin" translated from the Hebrew means "son of my right hand." This doesn't just mean you are our favorite, but it means more that we trust you with all that we have. You are our son, who we rely on and trust. "Jedidiah" means "loved by the Lord." You are our trusted son, loved by the Lord.
In Hebrew tradition, people were named and renamed to who they are and who they will become. Sometimes God would change a persons name to signify that they are a changed person. Others kept their name and lived it out, a persons name was the prophesy of who they would be. Your name is important, it tells the story of who you are, where you came from and where you are going.
In America today, the importance of a person's name is not really respected. Rather what ever sounds pretty or fun or different is usually picked. To be honest, this can be really appealing when parents are picking out a name for their child. But Dad and I wanted to be intentional with you. So if you are in the 4th grade and there are 12 other Benjamins in your class... know that we named you for a reason.
In praying for you lately, my prayers have been that you fully grow into the name chosen for you. That you would not simply be trusted, but that you be trustworthy. That you would be a leader among leaders, respectable, gracious and just. That you would be a man loved by God, and reciprocate that love. That you would find reverence and awe for God, that you would appreciate the sacrifice of Christ and find honor in defending the faith. I pray that you would be a person of character that is obedient to the prompting of the Holy Spirit. I pray that you grow into your name.
You are, Benjamin Jedidiah.
I love you, sweet boy.
Momma
Letters to The June Bug
Letters to The June Bug baby growing inside me and changing my life.
March 2, 2012
December 15, 2011
Rainy Thursday Thoughts
Just a few weeks ago you were a tiny little peanut. Not even an inch long. Crazy! On Tuesday (12/13/11) Daddy and I went to the doctor to make sure you were doing alright in there. Dr. Norwood came in and announced that we would get to hear your heartbeat today! Hooray!!
To be honest, I had no idea we would get to hear you so soon. A whole new realm of reality, that you are ACTUALLY in there. (Cause maybe that picture is actually of my ovaries having a talent show.) Others that I have talked to about this whole heartbeat thing say its pretty remarkable and a defining moment in the pregnancy. So I was SO excited! The doctor but some gray paste on this little machine that looked like a Walkman (the tape kind... of course you have no idea what that is... but don't hate on your Old Lady.) Anyway... he puts the device on my lower belly (it was warm... I was expecting cold, but no... warm.) and Daddy and I are listening so intently! I hear a lot of swooshing... Dr. Norwood says that its my veins swooshing blood to you. More swooshing, and more swooshing... and then I look at the Dr.'s face. He looks concerned.
What are you doing in there?! He leaves the room and I start to cry. What if your little heart isn't beating? What if...?! AHH! I don't want Daddy to get upset, so I try to stay strong for him. He is trying to stay strong for me... we start texting our closest friends to pray! The Doctor comes back and has a larger machine with him. This time I don't know if he put jelly on it or not I am just looking and the screen, looking for you... then... there you are! I see you! I search the screen for movement and there it is, your little heart is fluttering away. The doctor snaps a few shots and we are on our way.
Next time we go to the doctor, please don't hide from us, it really isn't nice.
But here you are! Prefect and healthy and wonderful! For some reason this picture is upside down... but its still you. What looks like eyes is actually your brain. You look like an alien!
We love you! Can't wait to meet you!
Mommy
To be honest, I had no idea we would get to hear you so soon. A whole new realm of reality, that you are ACTUALLY in there. (Cause maybe that picture is actually of my ovaries having a talent show.) Others that I have talked to about this whole heartbeat thing say its pretty remarkable and a defining moment in the pregnancy. So I was SO excited! The doctor but some gray paste on this little machine that looked like a Walkman (the tape kind... of course you have no idea what that is... but don't hate on your Old Lady.) Anyway... he puts the device on my lower belly (it was warm... I was expecting cold, but no... warm.) and Daddy and I are listening so intently! I hear a lot of swooshing... Dr. Norwood says that its my veins swooshing blood to you. More swooshing, and more swooshing... and then I look at the Dr.'s face. He looks concerned.
What are you doing in there?! He leaves the room and I start to cry. What if your little heart isn't beating? What if...?! AHH! I don't want Daddy to get upset, so I try to stay strong for him. He is trying to stay strong for me... we start texting our closest friends to pray! The Doctor comes back and has a larger machine with him. This time I don't know if he put jelly on it or not I am just looking and the screen, looking for you... then... there you are! I see you! I search the screen for movement and there it is, your little heart is fluttering away. The doctor snaps a few shots and we are on our way.
Next time we go to the doctor, please don't hide from us, it really isn't nice.
But here you are! Prefect and healthy and wonderful! For some reason this picture is upside down... but its still you. What looks like eyes is actually your brain. You look like an alien!
We love you! Can't wait to meet you!
Mommy
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